Life is simple, just like that.

I’m still alive here…

Sharlene — Tue, 14 Dec 2010 17:29:59 +0000

Or not. But I’m glad that the holidays are here.

Its been a month. I’ve been wanting to update here but I just don’t know what to type here. Funny how I have another wordpress account just for school. Never thought that I could use blogs to study. Hmm.

Oh and did you know I got a pretty mouse!

Tomorrow will be my last piano lesson of the year. I’m kind of looking forward to it since she isn’t really that bitchy as she used to be any more.

I’m disappointed.

Sharlene — Sat, 13 Nov 2010 19:57:28 +0000

Lee Jun Ki Singapore hasn’t been working since he went to army. Sigh. WHY.
I know I’ve already moved on to the Arashi fandom, but he still holds a special place in my heart.
;_;

Even little news will make me happy. Please?

I’m crazy.

Sharlene — Tue, 12 Oct 2010 10:37:33 +0000

I have like tons of blogs. Haha. I don’t know, I update whenever I feel like at random blogs.

I hope not many people know about my wordpress because like that I can really type out how I feel.

Or should I put a password? And only let a few people in? Hmm.

Right, maybe I should.

Test

Sharlene — Tue, 28 Sep 2010 10:01:01 +0000

Testing the wordpress app for blackberry!

Oh.

Sharlene — Fri, 10 Sep 2010 19:08:46 +0000

I realised that I don’t blog here anymore. I don’t know. But it goes to show that I’m happy with my life.
First Semester is finally over! Holidays yay!

Oh and I mean it this time. Please wake me up when September ends.
I don’t want to see you go. Neither do I want to live without you by my side everyday.

I secretly cry when I’m alone. Yeah, its that bad.
I predict it’ll be quite bad when we’re at the airport. Sigh.

\o/

Sharlene — Fri, 06 Aug 2010 16:14:03 +0000

HOLIDAYS.
I AM SO HAPPY.
ESPECIALLY WHEN THIS HOLIDAY DOES NOT HAVE ANY PROJECTS.
AWESWOME.

What if?

Sharlene — Thu, 15 Jul 2010 16:15:53 +0000

What if I can’t finish my assignment?
What if I can’t finish my website?
What if I can’t finish CMSY case study?
What if I screw up next week’s CMSY case study presentation?
What if I go blank for Monday’s CMSY case study test?
What if I can’t finish VDT by next week?
What if I can’t think of a name by tomorrow or Saturday?
What if I fall sick again?
What if?

But you know, no matter how much things I have to do, I have only myself to blame.

I really wish life was as carefree as Secondary School.
I really miss Secondary School life.

I don’t know anymore.

Sharlene — Sun, 06 Jun 2010 18:35:47 +0000

I don’t know if the path I chose is the right one or not already.
So many questions running through my head.
Should I have went MI? Or should I have appealled like mad to get into NP?
Should I stick to this course or should I try to appeal next year again?

I am becoming confused.
I don’t know why.
Its not that I hate my course, but I don’t love my course either.
Its just well, yeah you know. Sigh.

To be honest, I don’t know what I want to do in future.
I don’t think I will want to do programming and computer-related jobs. Neither do I want to work around computers everyday.

Sigh, I just don’t know what I want.
Its like, I want to learn a lot of things, but I don’t want to specialise in it.
I am indecisive like that.

I am afraid of the future.

How time flies.

Sharlene — Mon, 31 May 2010 13:30:45 +0000

How time files, school has already started for one and a half months, and I start to wonder, what have I been doing for the past one and a half months.

Somehow, no matter how nicely you put it, I’m just going to school everyday for the sake of going to school. Friends are okay, and I like them a lot. But I know for myself, that deep inside me, I’m not that ready to accept the fact that Poly has started and old friends are now old friends. No time for the old, in for the new. And I feel really depressed at the fact that we’re all so busy that we can’t even meet up so often anymore.

I don’t know how many of you will actually read this post, considering the fact that I don’t always seldom update here already, but I just want to say that I really miss the times spent together.

I miss Secondary School.
I miss wearing the Xinmin Uniform.
I miss the bus rides home.
I hate how the travelling time to school and home now is so long that I would go into trance mode.

I’m feeling like a whole part of me has been torn away.
My old friends, are people who are irreplaceable. They are people whom I want to enjoy life with.
Its not that I don’t enjoy life with my new friends. I just feel… old.

I don’t know why, but I get a lil jealous sometimes.
But I guess that’s life.
Live with it.

Its here!

Sharlene — Sat, 08 May 2010 11:11:21 +0000

I’ve finally got my new laptop. Heh.
My laptop has youcam in it even before I downloaded it!

Oh shit. My internet crashed and the whole post wasn’t saved.

I miss old friends.
When are we meeting again?